Just had my Malaysian Studies paper yesterday..feel a bit relieved since the most stressful subject already passed, because i dont like history and politics. So, maybe i was a bit too relaxed after yesterday paper, so i lack of motivation to continue to study for the rest of subjects..But! I will force myself to study later! If not i will feel guilty. For now, i will just relaxed and surf net, hoping to find some interesting stuffs or any motivation. :)
A nice mv and touching story. I love the melody and the "softness" of the voice. ^.^
I had a terrible week.. Things started with Calculus 2 on monday. I dint do as well as i expected earlier, i did the 1st question wrongly but its ok, i get over it in a short time because i will be having Chemistry on the next day. Ok, Chemistry on Tues. I considered screw up the paper because i messed up and confused of the term "hydrolysis" and "oxidation" which lead to different products from the reactants...simply, im not prepared enough for it. On the same day, at night, i had minor headache and slight fever.
"If i fail, I try again, and again, and again...." - Nick Vujicic
0 comments Posted by SongYK at 9:37 PMIt has been awhile since i post something here. One month gap probably. Anyway, i feel relaxed now compared to last 8 weeks. I've completed all the lab reports and experiment for this sem. Ush!!! So happy because it also means i dont have to go to UCSI on fri!! But i've been at UCSI on fri due to class replacement...so...nevermind. 20 more hours to be completed for the "quota". Last week i've done 12 hours, hardcore. But if not i would not be able to finish it before final. =.= The only thing that i havent do is to inform Ms Ker Shin bout me signing under new supervisor, Ms Lim from course administrator. She is much much more efficient and know how to manage works lot lot better than my previous supervisor. She also very friendly and sporting person as well. So, i hope i can work well with her and also Professor Hikmat. :)
Since last week my lifestyle is totally changed. Somehow i feel like college or high school experiances doesnt help me at all at this stage. Yea,maybe i've been too lazy for the last 4 years...never complete my homework,never pay attention in the class,never take instructions from lecturer seriously...or just simply never serious before.
Now,if my class starts at 8.30am,i hav to wake up at 6.00am,or else i will be late for my class. Wake up,bath..drink a cup of coffee (which is my favourite moment) while observing the dark slowly turn into daylight,then around 7.10am i will start to drive to UCSI. Class starts...have my lunch time...continue class...then class over. Sounds so simple but these whole process happen for almost 8 hours. Consistently my last class ends not later than 4pm,except for Tues(6pm) and Fri(5.30pm). To make things "happier",every monday and thursday after 4pm,I will go to office and do my job until 7,30 or 8.00pm. Even though the work is not complicated,just paper work,typing,photostating,managing class for Masters in Business and Logistic Management,dealing with information about students from TianJin and BeiJing...but if all that has to be done within limited time with high accuracy and precision is just......ahh!! Moreover i alrdy deal with crazy calculation for the whole day...blurred...=.=
So,i reach home around 8.40pm if i work..bath and have dinner,it's already 9.30pm...which means i have only about 2 hour to do my things before i have to go to sleep. But if i got extra energy i will sleep at around 12.30.=.= thats kinda sad because I'm the type of person who like to do my own activity during midnight,because i have more privacy and better concentration. That is briefly about my daily routine....assignments,tutorials,lab reports i will just have to rush during weekend and break time...dont even have time to study(exam is just next week!!!).
Talk about exam...during my high school and college,if the exam is just merely 10 marks or 20 marks...i will be like " aiya...small test only la...no need to be so serious...not final mar...",thats why i usually will score extremely low marks during small test,i even failed Chemistry and Physics for my A Level before. Haih...sad XD But,at this stage...it is totally different. Every mark is significant and its like Final Exam for every small test and quiz...Next week is Test Week...although it is only consist of 10% overall..but i feel an intense stress that i would not be able to score...So,i hope i can deal with it...and lets see how. :) Interesting heh?
Exhausting...Good news is...I'm learning. I'm experiancing. Obtaining new skills from working in office such as interpersonal skill..communication skill (with boss,colleuge,senior)..time management...it definitely will be useful to me after i graduate. Just hope,at least for now,i will be able to cope with all the challenges and converting stresses to encouragement. :)
Oh well.. Can't believe i actually would write something here. Oke,i will start this with my beginning of university life,which is in UCSI University. My class started last monday and everything is not working as well as i would expect. There are plenty of problems yet to be settled such as signing agreement with finance department,student affair,my total payment is unknown because of "clash policy" between marketing department and finance department,struggling to activate my account for course selection..troublesome. But,that's how it should be right? Lol. Anyway,everything is settled now and i officially start a new chapter of my life.
Second week,3 assignments and 2 presentations. Haha...i found it funny though..Presentation in the auditorium is awesome!! Hundreds pair of eyes seeing you and..no noise at all =.= what..? Kinda shocked but..i will get used to it soon. Perhaps next time i will love to go out and present more. It is to upgrade myself and not to be an inactive student in my 4 years degree programme. Moreover one condition in the agreement which i signed with finance department is to being active academically and bla3...
About my timetable, i will just study 4 days a week but i have to work in the office (currently in post-graduate department) on thurs and fri...or maybe some other days if they need manpower. 65 hours minimum for long sem and 35 hours minimum for short sem...and they wont care if u have important exam next day or what..i guess,havent get to that point XD Ohya,another thing..study in the School Of engineering makes me feel like I'm the one who is actually in foreign country! If u stand in the middle of the school and look around u,u can hardly find chinese or any local students...=.= most of them are from middle east countries. Yemen,Iran,Iraq,Jordan,Pakistan,India...China as well. Uncountable. XP
I think thats all for now,its very late now...1am. I cant afford to reduce my sleeping time,i got plenty of works to do T.T Hope i can "deal" with my new lifestyle!! Gambateh!!