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A place to talk to myself - because no one understands you better than yourself.

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Looking back at my posts from 9 - 10 years ago, it is a complete joke. Those are the things that can be ranted in social media easily these days, when I said these days means it is the 2017-2019 period. Those small and yet insignificant challenges that you face previously...well, the present me can handle it with hands tied and eyes blindfolded. And why is this Blogger format a word file interface? I thought aesthetically wise it should be like Wix or Wordpress, I just choose this because I wanted to save the hassles of registering new account and etc..and it is not safe to simply send your data nowadays. Ops, and here is google. Anyway, when the world seems to be completely transparent now due to  internet and data mining...my inner world and thoughts are still belongs to me... I don't really know where to start...there is so many things in my mind now and I can't help myself but started crying in the car on the way back to my home from dinner with  my fiancee. And yes, toda
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Feel Lazy

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Just had my Malaysian Studies paper yesterday..feel a bit relieved since the most stressful subject already passed, because i dont like history and politics. So, maybe i was a bit too relaxed after yesterday paper, so i lack of motivation to continue to study for the rest of subjects..But! I will force myself to study later! If not i will feel guilty. For now, i will just relaxed and surf net, hoping to find some interesting stuffs or any motivation. :) A nice mv and touching story. I love the melody and the "softness" of the voice. ^.^
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What a week..

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I had a terrible week.. Things started with Calculus 2 on monday. I dint do as well as i expected earlier, i did the 1st question wrongly but its ok, i get over it in a short time because i will be having Chemistry on the next day. Ok, Chemistry on Tues. I considered screw up the paper because i messed up and confused of the term "hydrolysis" and "oxidation" which lead to different products from the reactants...simply, im not prepared enough for it. On the same day, at night, i had minor headache and slight fever. Things never end there though, despite having fever and headache, I have to finish the last assignment of chemistry before Thursday, but i have to finish it soon so that i can send the file to my friends to do the slides for presentation. And...for the details of the "process"...i dont want to mention anymore. Maybe sometimes Im asking too much. I learnt something from the "process" though. I will continue to be my real self. Fever and
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"If i fail, I try again, and again, and again...." - Nick Vujicic

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Life Without Limbs.... Or Life Without Limits? If you fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much more than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to finish Strong. Are you going to finish strong? You will never meet a bitter person who is thankful Or a thankful person who is bitter Nick is thankful for what he has... In life, you have choices, bitter or better? Choose Better! Forget Bitter! The challenges in our lives are there to strengthen our convictions. The are not there to run over us.... A very inspiring video i've just found yesterday...Just wanna share it here. Be thankful of what you have, rather than complaining of what you dont have. :) Always give your best in the worst condition, it can make a difference.
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Feel More Lively!

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It has been awhile since i post something here. One month gap probably. Anyway, i feel relaxed now compared to last 8 weeks. I've completed all the lab reports and experiment for this sem. Ush!!! So happy because it also means i dont have to go to UCSI on fri!! But i've been at UCSI on fri due to class replacement...so...nevermind. 20 more hours to be completed for the "quota". Last week i've done 12 hours, hardcore. But if not i would not be able to finish it before final. =.= The only thing that i havent do is to inform Ms Ker Shin bout me signing under new supervisor, Ms Lim from course administrator. She is much much more efficient and know how to manage works lot lot better than my previous supervisor. She also very friendly and sporting person as well. So, i hope i can work well with her and also Professor Hikmat. :) Test 2 and Final will on within one month time. But, it doesnt feel that stress compared to test 1 and Midterm...why? have I relaxed and lost t
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Exhausting...But...

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Since last week my lifestyle is totally changed. Somehow i feel like college or high school experiances doesnt help me at all at this stage. Yea,maybe i've been too lazy for the last 4 years...never complete my homework,never pay attention in the class,never take instructions from lecturer seriously...or just simply never serious before. Now,if my class starts at 8.30am,i hav to wake up at 6.00am,or else i will be late for my class. Wake up,bath..drink a cup of coffee (which is my favourite moment) while observing the dark slowly turn into daylight,then around 7.10am i will start to drive to UCSI. Class starts...have my lunch time...continue class...then class over. Sounds so simple but these whole process happen for almost 8 hours. Consistently my last class ends not later than 4pm,except for Tues(6pm) and Fri(5.30pm). To make things "happier",every monday and thursday after 4pm,I will go to office and do my job until 7,30 or 8.00pm. Even though the work is not complicat
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University

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Oh well.. Can't believe i actually would write something here. Oke,i will start this with my beginning of university life,which is in UCSI University. My class started last monday and everything is not working as well as i would expect. There are plenty of problems yet to be settled such as signing agreement with finance department,student affair,my total payment is unknown because of "clash policy" between marketing department and finance department,struggling to activate my account for course selection..troublesome. But,that's how it should be right? Lol. Anyway,everything is settled now and i officially start a new chapter of my life. Second week,3 assignments and 2 presentations. Haha...i found it funny though..Presentation in the auditorium is awesome!! Hundreds pair of eyes seeing you and..no noise at all =.= what..? Kinda shocked but..i will get used to it soon. Perhaps next time i will love to go out and present more. It is to upgrade myself and not to be an
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