A Journey is an Accolade

Feel Lazy

2009-08-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

Just had my Malaysian Studies paper yesterday..feel a bit relieved since the most stressful subject already passed, because i dont like history and politics. So, maybe i was a bit too relaxed after yesterday paper, so i lack of motivation to continue to study for the rest of subjects..But! I will force myself to study later! If not i will feel guilty. For now, i will just relaxed and surf net, hoping to find some interesting stuffs or any motivation. :)

A nice mv and touching story. I love the melody and the "softness" of the voice. ^.^

What a week..

2009-08-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

I had a terrible week.. Things started with Calculus 2 on monday. I dint do as well as i expected earlier, i did the 1st question wrongly but its ok, i get over it in a short time because i will be having Chemistry on the next day. Ok, Chemistry on Tues. I considered screw up the paper because i messed up and confused of the term "hydrolysis" and "oxidation" which lead to different products from the reactants...simply, im not prepared enough for it. On the same day, at night, i had minor headache and slight fever.

Things never end there though, despite having fever and headache, I have to finish the last assignment of chemistry before Thursday, but i have to finish it soon so that i can send the file to my friends to do the slides for presentation. And...for the details of the "process"...i dont want to mention anymore. Maybe sometimes Im asking too much. I learnt something from the "process" though. I will continue to be my real self. Fever and headache strike me the whole night, i thought at least the headache will be ok by next morning after sleep, but, im still having it after i woke. Terrible.

Wednesday, i missed calculus class..because of traffic jam caused by accident, even if i start my journey one hour early, i will still be late for at least 30mins. So i decided to go for Physics on 2pm only. I forgot to borrow the notes from my friend...i just remember about the calculus notes today..whats happening? =.= my goodness, my memory getting worse from year to year. Or just because of fever and headache? Swt. Anything la.

Thursday is a plain day..nothing bad happen, but the headache still "haunted" me!!! Its already 3 days consecutively and i do not want to take panadol except it is a serious one.

And Friday, which is yesterday. Headache is still on. =.= i purposely went to uni just for replacement class for Physics and also work until 6pm. Then i headed to had pool games with my friends ( because i promised earlier). It was a fun one because it has been awhile since i play pool, like...10 days maybe. =.= (lets fast forward) My car kena banged on the bumper and "deformed"...it is a hit and run case...nothing much i can do about it except for accept it and repair it next time...ahh...so "shuei" ar!! Nothing goes right...

And today...i lefted my hp in my friend's car..we had afternoon tea at the oldtown white coffee near sri rampai there...then i have to go all the way to Monorail Station at Titiwangsa to get back my hp...ahh~~~~ careless or shuei? I think both...

I hope, I will have a better week next week because my Final will start by then. Add Oil!!

"If i fail, I try again, and again, and again...." - Nick Vujicic

2009-07-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

Life Without Limbs....

Or Life Without Limits?

If you fail, are you going to try again?

The human spirit can handle much more than we realize.

It matters HOW you are going to finish Strong.

Are you going to finish strong?

You will never meet a bitter person who is thankful

Or a thankful person who is bitter

Nick is thankful for what he has...

In life, you have choices, bitter or better?

Choose Better! Forget Bitter!

The challenges in our lives are there to strengthen our convictions.

The are not there to run over us....

A very inspiring video i've just found yesterday...Just wanna share it here. Be thankful of what you have, rather than complaining of what you dont have. :) Always give your best in the worst condition, it can make a difference.

Feel More Lively!

2009-07-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile since i post something here. One month gap probably. Anyway, i feel relaxed now compared to last 8 weeks. I've completed all the lab reports and experiment for this sem. Ush!!! So happy because it also means i dont have to go to UCSI on fri!! But i've been at UCSI on fri due to class replacement...so...nevermind. 20 more hours to be completed for the "quota". Last week i've done 12 hours, hardcore. But if not i would not be able to finish it before final. =.= The only thing that i havent do is to inform Ms Ker Shin bout me signing under new supervisor, Ms Lim from course administrator. She is much much more efficient and know how to manage works lot lot better than my previous supervisor. She also very friendly and sporting person as well. So, i hope i can work well with her and also Professor Hikmat. :)

Test 2 and Final will on within one month time. But, it doesnt feel that stress compared to test 1 and Midterm...why? have I relaxed and lost the intensity to keep up my performance? I hope thats not the case...i just hope i would be able to enjoy to the fullest with my friends, at the same time dont lose my intensity. This week would be a fun one!! Because my chemistry class has already ended because all the syllabus have been taught and all left is just the last assignment and presentation on analytical apparatus.

Since we have a lot of time, my gang planned to go to Jogoya on this coming wednesday for supper.The plan is...after our Calculus 2 test, we will stay or maybe flirting around until 8pm, then straight away head to our destination. Supper!!! Means we wont be going back until...maybe 2am. Or maybe we wont slp at all and straight away go to UCSI in the morning. Hardcore~ Its like we have ended our Final and passed with flying colours =.= But, thats the way to enjoy life!! I love it!! :) Hopefully they are going with the plan. And another event is going out with old friends to watch Harry Potter and Half-blooded Prince in coming Saturday. Can't wait for it...

Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr

The quality, not the longevity, of one's life is what is important.

Exhausting...But...

2009-05-26T07:13:00.001-07:00

Since last week my lifestyle is totally changed. Somehow i feel like college or high school experiances doesnt help me at all at this stage. Yea,maybe i've been too lazy for the last 4 years...never complete my homework,never pay attention in the class,never take instructions from lecturer seriously...or just simply never serious before.

Now,if my class starts at 8.30am,i hav to wake up at 6.00am,or else i will be late for my class. Wake up,bath..drink a cup of coffee (which is my favourite moment) while observing the dark slowly turn into daylight,then around 7.10am i will start to drive to UCSI. Class starts...have my lunch time...continue class...then class over. Sounds so simple but these whole process happen for almost 8 hours. Consistently my last class ends not later than 4pm,except for Tues(6pm) and Fri(5.30pm). To make things "happier",every monday and thursday after 4pm,I will go to office and do my job until 7,30 or 8.00pm. Even though the work is not complicated,just paper work,typing,photostating,managing class for Masters in Business and Logistic Management,dealing with information about students from TianJin and BeiJing...but if all that has to be done within limited time with high accuracy and precision is just......ahh!! Moreover i alrdy deal with crazy calculation for the whole day...blurred...=.=

So,i reach home around 8.40pm if i work..bath and have dinner,it's already 9.30pm...which means i have only about 2 hour to do my things before i have to go to sleep. But if i got extra energy i will sleep at around 12.30.=.= thats kinda sad because I'm the type of person who like to do my own activity during midnight,because i have more privacy and better concentration. That is briefly about my daily routine....assignments,tutorials,lab reports i will just have to rush during weekend and break time...dont even have time to study(exam is just next week!!!).

Talk about exam...during my high school and college,if the exam is just merely 10 marks or 20 marks...i will be like " aiya...small test only la...no need to be so serious...not final mar...",thats why i usually will score extremely low marks during small test,i even failed Chemistry and Physics for my A Level before. Haih...sad XD But,at this stage...it is totally different. Every mark is significant and its like Final Exam for every small test and quiz...Next week is Test Week...although it is only consist of 10% overall..but i feel an intense stress that i would not be able to score...So,i hope i can deal with it...and lets see how. :) Interesting heh?

Exhausting...Good news is...I'm learning. I'm experiancing. Obtaining new skills from working in office such as interpersonal skill..communication skill (with boss,colleuge,senior)..time management...it definitely will be useful to me after i graduate. Just hope,at least for now,i will be able to cope with all the challenges and converting stresses to encouragement. :)

University

2009-05-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

Oh well.. Can't believe i actually would write something here. Oke,i will start this with my beginning of university life,which is in UCSI University. My class started last monday and everything is not working as well as i would expect. There are plenty of problems yet to be settled such as signing agreement with finance department,student affair,my total payment is unknown because of "clash policy" between marketing department and finance department,struggling to activate my account for course selection..troublesome. But,that's how it should be right? Lol. Anyway,everything is settled now and i officially start a new chapter of my life.

Second week,3 assignments and 2 presentations. Haha...i found it funny though..Presentation in the auditorium is awesome!! Hundreds pair of eyes seeing you and..no noise at all =.= what..? Kinda shocked but..i will get used to it soon. Perhaps next time i will love to go out and present more. It is to upgrade myself and not to be an inactive student in my 4 years degree programme. Moreover one condition in the agreement which i signed with finance department is to being active academically and bla3...

About my timetable, i will just study 4 days a week but i have to work in the office (currently in post-graduate department) on thurs and fri...or maybe some other days if they need manpower. 65 hours minimum for long sem and 35 hours minimum for short sem...and they wont care if u have important exam next day or what..i guess,havent get to that point XD Ohya,another thing..study in the School Of engineering makes me feel like I'm the one who is actually in foreign country! If u stand in the middle of the school and look around u,u can hardly find chinese or any local students...=.= most of them are from middle east countries. Yemen,Iran,Iraq,Jordan,Pakistan,India...China as well. Uncountable. XP

I think thats all for now,its very late now...1am. I cant afford to reduce my sleeping time,i got plenty of works to do T.T Hope i can "deal" with my new lifestyle!! Gambateh!!